As it is the wedding passes by so fast that one doesn’t get round to feeling much. Most emotions are in some kind of a radial blur tool and half the time you are ecstatically happy and the other half ferociously moody. Later on, many details crystallize with the help of photographs and home videos and you actually start appreciating how amazing the whole experience was. But of course, by then you are married and everyone’s gone home.
These days I’m missing that pre-wedding butterflies in the stomach. The anticipation of a blind turn and not knowing what is on the other side. That feeling of the backward freefall because really, even to your best friend, it can only be described as the biggest change in your life.*sigh* I wish I could get married again…this time I’d try to be there more consciously 😀